If you have me? you brag about me, you show me off. You tell everyone and their mother about me.I don't care what you can do for me. I don't care how much money you spend or make. I don't care about all the cool places you could take me to ( I've probably been to more countries than you have)
If you have me? You take care of me, my heart. you MAKE me happy with your kindness love and spirit because that's what you do when you care. didn't anyone teach you that? probably not. hide ME? are you insane?!
how would anyone get past something like that unless your self esteem is like....minus 100? I've just never heard of it. you hide things you're embarrassed about. You can't be friends with someone who thinks like that. There are women that take that BS though. they'll tweet knowing they'll be ignored. write on FB pages gushing and declaring their love....knowing they'll be ignored....at least publicly. that's what you want? to make people that care about you feel that small? No thanks. I don't want to know you. you're so nice and positive an awesome in every other way it makes a person WANT to forget that you've behaved in a way that could completely demolish a girls self esteem. and never apologized for it. or admitted you lied (seriously??)
believe me, you have no idea how hard and good I love. I would have made you my world. If you still had me. and its with pleasure I remove myself from your life. which shouldn't be a huge deal since you made sure people hardly knew I was in it.
This is NOT me hoping anything to works out. im disgusted I entertained it this long. I dont want to be your lover, your girlfriend your friend...nothing. this is 'operation: forget you'
Kiss my *ss.
Heartbreak coma girl.
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