Am I supposed to ?

I get what the worry is about. All the....'Am I supposed to"

Like

"Am I supposed to have done this much with my life by now?"
"Was I supposed to be like this?"
"Am I supposed to forgive this?"
"Am I supposed to do that?"

Your journey is unique to you, in every way possible. No two paths could ever be indentical. So many things shape a human being...a mind...a soul...a heart.
I get anxious when I think about how much I rushed my mind to maturity. I didnt like the clouds...I wanted to SEE the world ASAP. I just can't remember a time I didnt know....somethins up.
The world ha layers. Its infected by lies but its still made out of trush. So if you choose to, its there for you to see.

I never realised how loud everyone Else's voice can gt in ones head?

Im not supposed to  anything...but be myself and the truth. Its all I owe.