JOY - In the morning

Whats done is done. I will be kind to my family and the people that care about me. I've made mistakes. I can't fix them because whats done is done. I forgive myself.

When I wake in the morning im going to be the awesomest person in the world! Im in love, my family is doing great, Im married. Hopefully an offspring or two soon lol :) almost 30 so that's totally freaking me out a bit. But my hubby still checks for me so I guess I still got my swag :) My career is finally going great. Im blessed and I deserve it. I make mistakes because im human.

In the morning im going to do better:)

Thank you for loving me, for treating me like your queen. for always making me smile. for always forgiving me.

In the morning im going to be a better person for my family.
All I want is to make them happy and make them feel loved every single day. So I will:)

Here they come!

I love writing. Why haven't I in so long? I've been writing songs but not stories for a long while. I need more psycho characters. We got HEARTBREAK COMA GIRL , NARCISSISTA, .....now I think I need a positive character lol. we'll call her joy.
Let's let joy out for a sec :)

Demion

You'll never know what you mean to me. I love you so much its gross lol. ♥ xo

Megyn Kelly ROCKS

I guess male chauvinists still exist. Luckily so do strong women like Megyn!

brave! The pic says it all #badass!

heartbreak coma girl - kiss my tukhus :)

If you have me? you brag about me, you show me off. You tell everyone and their mother about me.

I don't care what you can do for me. I don't care how much money you spend or make. I don't care about all the cool places you could take me to ( I've probably been to more countries than you have)

If you have me? You take care of me, my heart. you MAKE me happy with your kindness love and spirit because that's what you do when you care. didn't anyone teach you that? probably not. hide ME? are you insane?!

 how would anyone get past something like that unless your self esteem is like....minus 100? I've just never heard of it.  you hide things you're embarrassed about. You can't be friends with someone who thinks like that. There are women that take that BS though. they'll tweet knowing they'll be ignored. write on FB pages gushing and declaring their love....knowing they'll be ignored....at least publicly. that's what you want? to make people that care about you feel that small? No thanks. I don't want to know you. you're so nice and positive an awesome in every other way it makes a person WANT to forget that you've behaved in a way that could completely demolish a girls self esteem. and never apologized for it. or admitted you lied (seriously??)

believe me, you have no idea how hard and good I  love. I would have made you my world. If you still had me. and its with pleasure I remove myself from your life. which shouldn't be a huge deal since you made sure people hardly knew I was in it.
This is NOT me hoping anything to works out. im disgusted I entertained it this long. I dont want to be your lover, your girlfriend your friend...nothing. this is 'operation: forget you'

Kiss my *ss.
Heartbreak coma girl.

Devious Maids

Omg I LOVE the title alone. I just know.....well I Hope (unless it totally blows major ass) that i'm gonna get hooked on this! Im such a fan of Marc Cherry! His sense of humor and the shows he is behind have always on point.  id love to be on it (cross fingers hehe:)

But alas until my actress dreams come true and Marc gives me a ring saying 'Hailee.....I had the wrong number to you! wanna be on the show?!' i'll tune in for the premier an fall inlove with yet another badass show by Mr Cherry :)
check out summary here.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Devious_Maids

Grumpy Cat!

"give me the finest bowl of your tears!"
This is SO funny!
My new Obsession :)