Friday, November 25, 2011

thanksgiving summary and a dream report:)

You know those dreams where you actually realize that you're dreaming? well yesterday I dreamt that i was flying over mountains..like the ones you'd see in places like Alaska or Sweden..and it was super cold so deff winter time. so anyway, I realised i was flying and i got so..HAPPY and stressed.. almost like i was scared the awareness would yank me out of my dream:( So i touched the ground for a sec..it was cold under my feet but i liked it...anyway i cant be scared AND fly. So i collected myself...and its kinda crazy that even in my dreams where I'm toying with a reality created by my mind only...im defiant lol . I actually remember thinking if i wake up its gonna be AFTER I  stop fearing it. it was such a beautiful dream that i got....offended that fear was there clouding it. So I shook it off and started flying again...till the moment i woke up! and i went... everywhere:) I just feel like there is some message in knowing our minds can do that. I didn't even feel solid...i just felt like energy connected to everything.  i KNEW i was in bed 'sleeping' on some level but... i just didn't care. i was on a journey. I am on a journey.  and i really think the message was that we cannot bloom or fly if we give into fear.
just had to share:)

And of course thanksgiving. The day was spent with Project Abel http://projectabel.blogspot.com/,
in the afternoon I went to a lovely thanksgiving dinner at a friends house.
 it was DELICIOUS!!! thank you to my wonderful friends that had me over....love you !!!!
I was raised in mostly in Europe but also in Ethiopia so I've never really celebrated Thanksgiving. To be frank its history bothers me quite a bit but the word 'Thanksgiving' is something im very attached to. I tell my family I love them everyday. Im thankful for my blessings Everyday. Thanksgiving is something is a part of my life everyday.